It is hard. So fucking hard. But I have to keep going. I don’t care how hard it is or how difficult it will be, I will not stop until I get there. These times are hard, but they will pass and when they pass. I just have to work hard and keep my head held high. No matter how many times I fall, I will get up and try again because I will not quit. I am not a quitter. I want to feel proud of myself. I want to say to myself, “well fuck you guys who said I couldn’t, because I did” and it feels great.