It is hard. So fucking hard. But I have to keep going. I don’t care how hard it is or how difficult it will be, I will not stop until I get there. These times are hard, but they will pass and when they pass. I just have to work hard and keep my head held high. No matter how many times I fall, I will get up and try again because I will not quit. I am not a quitter. I want to feel proud of myself. I want to say to myself, “well fuck you guys who said I couldn’t, because I did” and it feels great.

I love you.

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i need a change in my life.

Why the fuck do you think you are helping me? I don’t have issues! that’s just who I am and if you can’t ‘deal with it’ then fuck off

mmmmm i love my nightly tea and biscuit! 

Tonight I have watched Pride & Prejudice, The Holiday and now I am watching Bridget Jones Diary…. I am so depressed and lonely 😭

That was probably the worst swim of my life…. Oh well, I dont even care. It just makes me more determined and motivated for next year. I cant dwell on the past, it will only weigh me down. This will only make me stronger

I just want this season to be over so I can move on and focus on the season ahead

I love lying in bed, listening to the rain, not having to worry about getting up:)

Throughout this week, I have really sorted out my state of mind. I used to be full of such self doubt and negativity there’s no wonder I always failed. After watching and experiencing what has happened this week, I am more hungry and motivated to work hard and become the best I can be. I believe I can do it now. This is what I have been missing.

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I freaking hate school work on holidays. Along with assignments, I have to read the gayest book ever. Its about the Australian outback and birds and WW1…… I hate this